Currently Neptune is squaring my Midheaven in close degree. Work is tiring and nothing is running smoothly, that is the best way to describe it. I work for a company that is severely mismanaged. Work drains me now, it wasn’t always like this. It consumes too much of my energy; my job has become an emotional vampire! Its sucking me dry.

I was born with natal Neptune in the 10th so I feel accustomed to a certain degree of Neptunian energy on the career front.

The Reality of Neptune (that sounds like a paradox)
Yes I’m prone to rumors, gossip, and people projecting their issues onto me. That’s how it manifests on an outer level. I have experienced confusion around my career path; I have worked in a variety of places (28 to be exact) as I searched for my “dream” job. (Neptune rules dreams) It has always been important to me to work for a company or person I believe in (Neptune/Pisces Keywords: I believe) Neptune is known to hold an ideal, that longing for perfection. I have been at my job for 10 years now and at one time this was my dream place to work (dreams however do change as do corporations I no longer believe in what I do). I am also a Union Delegate at my job which entails me sticking up for the wrongly accused. Spending a lifetime having others project their opinions onto me ensures I stick up for the underdog and yes even the thief (Neptune) or the liar (Neptune). You never want me on a jury I want a video, an eye witness account and a bloody fingerprint left behind. I do “act” in my free time which is very Neptune in the 10th but also indicative of my natal sun in the 5th I just love to be around people following their dreams (Neptune) and those that are creative and talented. Obviously I’m also an astrologer (which is very Neptunian as well) and with my Neptune and Midheaven being in Sagittarius; I currently attend NYU for a certificate in Journalism, my main job is in the hospitality industry also a Sagittarian field. I have dreams of writing a novel. I’m a lot of things, but none of what some people think I am.

Not that the opinions of others phase me. I have learned long ago

I don’t care what people think of me & and I say this with complete sincerity; if I don’t care for someone I don’t think about them much at all so I do find it odd when people spend their free time plotting my demise spending an absorbent amount of time thinking of me; trying to spite me; trying to get me…it must be exhausting.

My mother says that other people probably find it hard to believe; that I just don’t care. (I really don’t). Perhaps that’s because I was born with Neptune in the 10th & am accustomed to being labeled I have had to develop a thick skin.

I think Neptune in the 4th designer Coco Chanel put it best:

I know this woman old enough to be my mother that has developed a strange obsession with me; once telling me; scratch that she screamed at me: you get everything, everything you want you get & another time making a snide remark that she doesn’t understand how I get jobs as an “actress” with no formal training. “You didn’t even go to school for acting” I laughed so hard inside.

That’s the thing with Neptune its illusion & delusion. She must see me through that Neptune fog. Wake up bitch!

This is me on an episode of Law and Order! Hardly Cameron Diaz, though I did have the pleasure of breathing the same air as Bijou Phillips

It isn’t easy being Neptunian (Neptunian; having Neptune in the 1st, 7th, 4th or 10th house or in aspect to your Sun, Moon, Mars or Venus).  We can be highly sensitive, have confusion on the planet of house aspected by Neptune,  we aren’t seen as we are. There is a price to pay for everything in this life so while others pass judgments pay it no mind; just continue following your dreams and chasing the ideal ..life with Neptune on an Angle is many things but it will never be boring.

Marilyn Monroe had Neptune in the 1st

At the end of the day I know who I’m so I’m not overly concerned with who people think I’m.

Neptune Rules                                                           10th House rules
• Glamour                                                                            Reputation
• Yes actors and actresses                                                 The Father
• Illusion                                                                               Career
• Delusion                                                                             Social Status
• Confusion                                                                           Ambition
• Creativity                                                                          Authority Figures
• Fantasy                                                                             Life path
• Trickery                                                                            Public Eye
• Deceit                                                                               Achievement
• Imagination
• Compassion
• Film makers
• Spirituality
• Poison
• Psychics
• Poets
• Mystics

Famous People with Neptune in the 10th house
• Jesus Christ
• Christina Aguilera
• Leonardo da Vinci
• Grace Kelly
• JFK and Caroline Kennedy (those Kennedys know a good scandal)
• Oprah
• Russell Crowe
• Bob Marley
• Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis
• Abraham Lincoln
• Pink
• Walt Disney
• Bruno Mars
• Ernest Hemingway
• Diana Ross
• Caroline Myss
• James van Praagh

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